There comes a time in your life when you have to stop living in denial, face reality and deal with a situation. You’ve kept the thought in the back of your mind, that one day it may happen or may not…... And once that thought comes closer to reality… It hits you…. You stop, think and ask yourself…. Am I prepared for this? Why me? Why do things happen the way they do? Is this really happening? Am I dreaming? WHY??????????
As I grow to be older and wiser…. I’ve always wondered why bad things happen to good people….. For this I don’t know and I probably never will. All I can do is pray for a miracle and leave it in God’s hands for his healing to help her. I thank him everyday for blessing me with an Awesome Loving Mother, a strong woman, a woman of faith, a kind hearted person, so loving; she would do anything for anyone….. No matter whom you were or where you came from.
Prior to her battle of cancer for the past 3 ½ years, She has always been a hard working woman all her life. She took care of me, my sister and my father. She worked hard everyday, came home still took care of her family. I am so thankful and it so much appreciated!!!
She is not only my Mother but my Best Friend….. My Hero…. I can share anything with and she backs me up 100% ….. She is a Special person so Dear to me, who inspires me, with her courage. I’ve always looked up to her as a child, as an incredible woman.
Even though it is a tough situation and it’s hard to show emotion. When you see her in pain, suffering you try not to let her see you hurt. You hide it all the tears inside…. .
Smile at her…. Play with her hair, put make up on her & remind her how beautiful she still is….. Offer her any help she needs….. Help her get up, because she can no longer do it on her own….. It just kills you inside to see her like this… All you can do is hope and pray that she gets better……. But, every day you see her and she gets worse……. What do you do? You can’t run away from it, you can only be there everyday, because you never know it may be the last……… The doctor’s have given up hope and the cancer just keeps spreading. Therefore, we left it in God’s hands for a miracle. Through her faith in God she has been able to battle Cancer for this long. When the doctor’s told her in the beginning 3 ½ years ago, that she only had a few months to live. I am so Thankful, of her commitment, courage, strength and faith to come this far along.
Then on Monday, January 28th......she could no longer fight her battle. She was weak and tired and wanted to rest. The Angels came and took her and now she's looking upon us. She will truley be missed by everyone. WE LOVE YOU MOM!
